Dear Diary
You can only avoid so many issues in one day, that was my lesson of the day. See me and my boyfriend fight alot. Which is even harder seening how he lives in Florida well im living here in Canada. But hes this incredible, man that I just can't help but fall inlove with him over and over again. Hes made me cry more then anyone has, yet at the same time hes made me laugh and smile twice that amount that anyone has. We have been dating for 8 woderful month now, and I know this is the man I want to wake up to every morning for the rest of my life.
Back to my point, yesturday we had a slight fight which i decided to let go, I usually know when to pick my battles with Juan, and then today he had another overreation which did not last long because I told him how I know how he was, and I was fear talking, not him. rest of the day has been amazing, we even played our game together, this is a game online that we decided to do to have in common, which we only play on weekend, but tonight it ended with us all heated up saying how much we loved eachother and wanted eachother, and then soon enough it went bad. Juan went all im not the man you picture, im like baby I have seen you and you are just what I want. I dont want this skinny boy who cant protect me or this muscly guy that I will be affraid of him squashing me, no I like regular if not a little bigger guys that will make me feel safe and warm.
Another event that happened today was my brother and I decussing more about moving out into an apparentment together. I am aware i will have to live with my mother and this man for a bit, but by then I will be in theraphy, hopefully that will help.
Till Another Day
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